Post Op Day 7

So hope you have all been missing me in the past 7 days 😉

I have had the knee replacement surgery that I had elected to have done 7 days ago and got home 2 day’s ago but seem to have spent most of that time sleeping and taking painkiller’s for the pain.

I have to say that the surgery it’s self was fine and although it took about 2 hour’s it didn’t feel that long but what happened next was horrendous.

I was put on a morphine pump that went fine for a few hours but the early hours of last Wednesday morning started to go wrong – the pump was continually bleeping to say there was an issue and needed sorting out but the nurses just kept bypassing it with their key and ignoring the pain I was in.

I didn’t know that I was not supposed to be any pain when lying still which is all I could do – I had a catheter in for the first few day’s (at least is what I was told) so I wasn’t getting up or anything.

Went for an x-ray on Wednesday morning and was screaming when they tried to touch me – got back to the ward and was moved and was in agony when they were moving.

Ms A  had been in Tuesday night and I was ok then but when she appeared Wednesday night she hit the roof at the staff, I had sore elbows from pushing myself around and was in agony – she could see that straight away.

She asked where my monkey pole was because I can’t move myself around because of the MS – Oh we didn’t know that!

Oh dear the $hit was hitting the fan, a monkey pole appeared and more stronger medication appeared.

Thankfully that meant my pain was getting under control at last and I was able to move – be it only in the bed but I had no appetite for food even though I was taking strong painkillers and needed food in me to digest them.

Thursday came, and so did the pain nurse who sorted out my own morphine for me and stronger painkillers at a set time, she was not impressed with some of the nursing staff either and went to have words with them – if it hadn’t of been for one of the staff nurses I wouldn’t of got to see a pain nurse and would probably still be there now instead of at home with fresh air.

Thursday afternoon the physio came to try and get me out of bed, we got about half way the first time and I was crying and gritting my teeth so they put me back in and decided the pain wasn’t under control still so gave me some oral morphine and came back about 2 hours later to try again and try we did.

This time I got about 3/4’s of the way out of bed and but again the pain was too much so back in I went – with the help of my monkey  bar.

Friday morning came and I was helped out of bed by a nurse and this time we made it – I was so happy to have made it out of bed with my zimmer and into a chair.

It was like christmas to me – I was up and out and although it was painful my fear of being stuck in the bed had gone away. I knew this was the start of something good and I would continue this.

Because I still had the catheter I didn’t go far and couldn’t go far with but sitting out for a few hours was enough and I was glad to be put back into bed.

The relief on Ms A’s face when she get a picture text of me sitting up out of bed was enough to keep me ploughing on.

Saturday came and I was out of bed without any help – except I was finding it difficult to pick my leg up as it felt heavy and stiff, so the nurse made me a loop that I could hook round my foot and swing my operated leg with it and that was the most amazing piece of equipment anyone could of given me.

7am Sunday morning I was woken up to be given an injection and have my catheter removed – another hurdle over come – next hurdle was a shower! Yay with the help of a nurse I managed to shower and wash my hair and change into clean nightwear.

Physio arrived and had me bending my knee backwards to see what percentage I could get – 60% on my first go, not bad for a beginner eh 😉

We had a little walk around the walk and back and they said I was looking at going home on Monday but they were getting me into the total knee replacement gym within a week of me going home – it is usually 2 week’s but they want intense physio for me to get moving and that it will take longer for me to get there because of the MS!

Well we will see about that one – Sunday came and along came physio and I got *drum rolls please* 85% bend – they had me walking on crutches and climbing up and down a step and then cleared me to go home that afternoon as long as OT were happy with me.

OT came next and had me getting in and out the bed, on and off the loo and in and out the seat and declared me fit enough to go home – oh how wonderful that felt to be told I had recovered enough to be able to go home.

I rang Ms A and asked her to bring my chair about 2pm but wait with me whilst they got my pain medication chart together and all my discharge paperwork sorted – by 3pm we were on our way home.

I struggled to get into the car but once I was in there was no stopping me – we were up up and away in the sunshine and off home.

My girls were so pleased to see me – I was crying so much with happiness to be home.

I had rang home each day so they knew I was alright and spoken to them so I knew they were ok.

As soon as I sat down I had one either side of me and we had our photo taken together – they have been so gentle with me, waiting until I am sat down and knee is up and protected before they attempt to sit with me one at a time now.

They haven’t left my side except to go for a walk – I want them to keep to their routine as 2 week’s time we will be home alone together.

Ms A has been fantastic and got me my painkiller’s on time, bought me breakfast in bed and helped me change into clean clothes each morning and get washed and hair brushed.

When I got home Sunday I was quite sick and she cleaned me up and washed me down and then cleaned the bucket out for me…Tuesday morning she bought me breakfast, a drink and painkiller’s and then went downstairs and cleaned up so when I got up the house was all clean.

Since then I have done my post op bend’s and got more than 90 degree bend and done my lifting exercise, had some lunch and taken yet another set of painkiller’s – Ms A has put a chicken in and taken the girls out to the park.

I am sat enjoying life, sunshine, fresh air and the smell of a roasting chicken all whilst being grateful to my surgeon for giving me this chance of a pain free life (in the left knee at least).

I will blog again later on in the week when I have more energy and let you all know how recovery is going 😉

Until then have fun and keep blogging.

Another day closer

To the weekend, but also the upcoming operation I am having on Tuesday.

The big one is just around the corner, knee replacement surgery here I come..I have been wanting this for a while but I swear the closer it get’s the more havoc it plays on my MS!

Yesterday I woke up feeling so ill with vertigo that each time I tried to lie down I felt like I was at the funfair on the merry go round it was that bad.

Medication couldn’t even take that feeling away so I took myself off to bed early last night and woke up about 12 hours later feeling a whole heap better.

I did the banking, ate my breakfast and toddled off to post a thank you card to a friend who had done me a beautiful drawing of a lemon tree and then went to get my nails re-done for the next few weeks.

I am not sure if the was the hour and a half I was in there smelling the nail bar smells or the sitting still but something kicked off a headache and the vertigo so it was back home, eat (even though I was feeling sick) and try to kick the vertigo to the kerb.

I was so restless this afternoon I went up, grabbed a shower, did my hair and got tomorrow’s clothes ready for swimming followed by shopping – it is my last weekend of going out for a while so I am going to make the most of it.

Came down to do my nails and I couldn’t find my buffer anywhere – have searched high and low for it but it’s not to be found so carried on reading my kindle in the hope it would take my mind off things, which it did.

I must of dozed off because I woke up at 4.30am to find everyone else had gone for a nap and I am now sat here at nearly 6pm watching the day light fade and wondering if I can be bothered to move again to get up and put the oven on for some supper or if I will just grab a bowl of cereal.

I have a feeling it will be the cereal that win’s out because right now my knee couldn’t be kicking me any harder than it is – I have oramorph but I don’t want to take it because that brings out dizziness which I have only just got rid of and I want to stay away.

As I am already dressed for bed I can get an early night and try to focus on my last but one swim – I intend on going for a swim Monday at some point, followed up by getting some fresh milk, girls food, cat food and anything else I think we might that I normally get on a tuesday as I will be up at 5.30am that day to shower in the antibacterial wash I have been given and leave out at 6.30am for a 7am arrival on the ward.

I am hoping that the weather stay’s nice Sunday so we can get out for a ride if nothing else, as again it will be my last one for 6 weeks – at least that is what the hospital says but I figure it’s up to me might be more might be less.

Anyway my last lot of blog’s will be coming up this weekend, for a while at least as I have no internet connection in the hospital and I doubt I will be feeling up to much even though  I am taking my iPad, iPod & kindle with me – I will while away the hours whilst I am there!

Stay safe, have fun and have a great weekend until we blog again 😉

Vertgio

Today I woke up dizzy..quite literally dizzy! Vertigo has hit me hard today and every time I lie down and shut my eye’s the room is spinning like a merry go round.

I have managed to lie down but sort of sitting up so it will pass over and I have packed my bag ready for hospital next week so that is all sorted and cleaned out my handbag and swapped it over, got clothes out for tomorrow and packed my swim bag all whilst trying to take my mind off this dizziness that despite medication will NOT go away!

Thankfully it is Thursday so that mean’s Ms A is home and will make the fresh bed up and cook the tea and take the girl’s out despite putting a hard day’s work in and flying home which takes hours from Munich!

This afternoon the weather has changed so I am glad we are indoor’s – the only thing I need to do is move my car later on when I feel up to it so she can get on the drive tonight…I might go do that in a minute so I don’t have to go out in the cold again and I can take more medication!

Have a safe day, and hope that everyone is feeling better than I currently do!

Biting my tongue

Today – well it has been a strange one to say the least, it started out with me having to clean up after the cat and his trip to the toilet in the utility room!

That was not nice to wake up to at just gone 7am I can tell you..all cleaned and disinfected and it was time to eat..Oh yes I still need to eat, so that sorted I thought I might as well go get some cash and the shopping and how I wish I hadn’t bothered to go that early on.

Yes I got parked up in front of the store with my renewed disabled badge but not long after getting out my car I was approached by this man (late 50’s early 60’s) who said nice car, thank you I said thinking that would be the end of it but no he had latched onto me.

He was talking to me about his son getting a new car and how much he is saving on insurance, tax, tyres, MOT etc, I was polite and listened to him and started to walk to the cash point in the hope he would get the message I was busy. BUT oh NO!

He followed me still chatting away, then asked me if he would see me again, No, not next week I am going into hospital for a knee replacement – OMG how I wished I had said nothing, he then leaned into me and gave me a hug. I was slightly taken a back at that point but walked into the shop thinking he will realise I need to get on now – NO he still hadn’t got the message and still kept me talking.

I managed to shake him off because he saw his friend!

Shopping done, get that back home and I think oh I need to see disability envy before I go into hospital next week and Monday will be swimming, shopping and spending time with my girls so I won’t have time to see them.

How I wish I hadn’t bothered wasting my time. First thing she said is my knee is playing up, it’s making me not walk now..what..you are stood ironing!

Oh right, so she must of repeated that 10 times to me – and then she said I have to put my fingers in my knee to move it now..really..so why does the GP not want to send you for an x-ray I wonder. I can’t even get a blue badge she said next – she doesn’t think at all.

You get a blue badge because you have issues with pain and walking not because you are bloody lazy!

Well you need to see a surgeon for a new knee, it’s not the GP that decides I said…well they won’t give me one anyway..So why go on about it I wonder? You won’t know until you see the x-ray results I said to her..well I think I am going to have to get a mobility scooter was the next thing out of her mouth…I am dumb founded right now . The woman has nothing wrong with her (the GP refuses to send her for an x-ray or even listen to her anymore from what she is telling me), yet she studies the way I walk and what I do so she thinks she knows what to do/say to the GP.

I am sorry to inform you that you are looking a prat right now – if there was anything wrong you would see your GP not avoid them and then say oh I don’t think I want one if I have to have a spinal block and be in hospital for 3-5 days. Yes and get out of bed the next day not spend 6 months lying in bed when you come out of hospital after a fractured hip as you did.

My blood was boiling at this point. I was telling them both about a guy that I had to explain to what MS was and her answer was well it’s only your leg’s that don’t work!

Really I said and my bladder, my bowel, my eye’s, my  hand shaking in a morning and the enema’s I use to go toilet..would you like to see them?!

Seriously why can people not think before they open their mouth and speak – is it too difficult for them to engage brain before speaking?

I would rather not have to go next week for this operation and I would rather not have MS but unfortunately I do!

I got home though to the most amazing card from my wobbly friends who had gone to a lot of trouble to do that for me and a beautiful painting by another friend – all of these have been uploaded to my photo blog but it made me realise I do have friends that understand and I don’t need people like the above in my life.

I have just ordered a pink top that say’s “I am only in in for the free parking” with a picture of a wheelchair on it…what fun I am going to have with that one.

People don’t understand that just because I can’t walk it doesn’t mean my life is over – it might take it out of me to do things and it does but I still try my hardest to do it.

This weekend I was able to pillion but it took me about 5 minutes to get off when we stopped….just because I need a wheelchair when we go out doesn’t mean I shouldn’t have a life right!

Well I won’t bore anyone with my rambling’s – enjoy your day, stay safe and be happy 😉